leaving in a Mazda

[charlz_lynn]

I just decided to leave tomorrow instead of today. It seems crazy, weather-wise. There's all sorts of shit going on in the middle of the country, and one storm in particular that I think I will miss by leaving tomorrow. There are also a lot of things for me to do around here, and if I go tomorrow I can do  that and that alone. Go. Nothing else. Pack the last little shit, go to the post office, the bank, the thrift store... all today. And wake up early enough to miss Boston traffic tomorrow. I hope this is the right decision, and I feel it is in my gut.
Lately I am trying to be more instinctual. It seems to be working, except for about food, because right now I don't have the instinct to eat anything... I'm queasy all the time when I eat. So. I have to ignore that one a little better than I have been, and just eat anyway. I'm not hungry at all, which I find unnerving. Except I am having these occasional protein fits. Like, I need a piece of meat NOW.
Another thing is yesterday my tits hurt SO BAD!! And it will only get worse, I know! Damn! There are veins showing up on them. Did you know that pregnant people produce four pounds of extra blood during pregnancy? Cool. I think that's fucking cool.

Comments

[swifty70.livejournal.com]

hiya! yep, and you know this, i'm sure - but that placenta that grows, it's a frickin *organ* that you pregnant people grow! yep - aside from a baby, you are adding a new organ to your body!

which reminds me, since i'm a worry-wart, please indulge: knowing that you're nauseous a LOT, perhaps you should drink some broth - like if you can find some beef broth or chicken broth or something. just for nutrients, cuz you need 'em with all that blood-making and organ-growing!

hugs,
swifty