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i was in bed from 11:30 to 4am not sleeping because my ovaries hate me and really want to escape. i think they have grown claws. also, today is my first algebra test- which is huge. there is no working out. i still hurt. i'm very very cranky. and i keep having urges to throw things at people. i've been on this computer now for over an hour, getting nothing done. this could be bad, but i am walking away very soon.
much better things: grover is going to be here the day after tomorrow, and that makes me smile - even in my present state of misery. we're going to get to do normal things. like homework, grocery shopping, riding the bus, cooking dinner together, and cleaning up afterward, maybe even watching television for a minute. i haven't really gushed about her on here... and i might really do that someday. but for now just know this: she's amazing. she has a brain that breaks things down in ways i've never imagined, she talks about things that are heavy and actually matter, that most people turn blind eyes to, with grace. and in ways that i understand them (i don't normally understand people when they talk about anything remotely political). she's beautiful and always moving and changing things and shifting and looking for new ways to grow.... individually and as a part of various communities. oh yeah, and she's insanely hot. and we have really hot sex. no... really.
ok... that's very to-the-point... but my head is way too cloudy this morning to do much else. my brow has un-furrowed, though.... and that's really helpful.
i have to go practice math now. and finish my physics homework. i think i might go and apply for a job that just opened in the women's resource center. i'm at least gonna read the description...
much better things: grover is going to be here the day after tomorrow, and that makes me smile - even in my present state of misery. we're going to get to do normal things. like homework, grocery shopping, riding the bus, cooking dinner together, and cleaning up afterward, maybe even watching television for a minute. i haven't really gushed about her on here... and i might really do that someday. but for now just know this: she's amazing. she has a brain that breaks things down in ways i've never imagined, she talks about things that are heavy and actually matter, that most people turn blind eyes to, with grace. and in ways that i understand them (i don't normally understand people when they talk about anything remotely political). she's beautiful and always moving and changing things and shifting and looking for new ways to grow.... individually and as a part of various communities. oh yeah, and she's insanely hot. and we have really hot sex. no... really.
ok... that's very to-the-point... but my head is way too cloudy this morning to do much else. my brow has un-furrowed, though.... and that's really helpful.
i have to go practice math now. and finish my physics homework. i think i might go and apply for a job that just opened in the women's resource center. i'm at least gonna read the description...
