fried.

[charlz_lynn]

i was in bed from 11:30 to 4am not sleeping because my ovaries hate me and really want to escape. i think they have grown claws. also, today is my first algebra test- which is huge. there is no working out. i still hurt. i'm very very cranky. and i keep having urges to throw things at people. i've been on this computer now for over an hour, getting nothing done. this could be bad, but i am walking away very soon.

much better things: grover is going to be here the day after tomorrow, and that makes me smile - even in my present state of misery. we're going to get to do normal things. like homework, grocery shopping, riding the bus, cooking dinner together, and cleaning up afterward, maybe even watching television for a minute. i haven't really gushed about her on here... and i might really do that someday. but for now just know this: she's amazing. she has a brain that breaks things down in ways i've never imagined, she talks about things that are heavy and actually matter, that most people turn blind eyes to, with grace. and in ways that i understand them (i don't normally understand people when they talk about anything remotely political). she's beautiful and always moving and changing things and shifting and looking for new ways to grow.... individually and as a part of various communities. oh yeah, and she's insanely hot. and we have really hot sex. no... really.
ok... that's very to-the-point... but my head is way too cloudy this morning to do much else. my brow has un-furrowed, though.... and that's really helpful.

i have to go practice math now. and finish my physics homework. i think i might go and apply for a job that just opened in the women's resource center. i'm at least gonna read the description...

Comments

the grove

[janespeed.livejournal.com]

oh charlz- grove is very worthy of looooong hours of gushing. so are you. i'm sure yr visit will be AMAZING. do everything i wouldn't do and do it loudly. xoxo

Re: the grove

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

oh, don't you worry :) we will...
i'm glad you're my new lj friend. i miss you!!

[avnerd.livejournal.com]

i second that - nice to hear you gush - i hope you have a great visit together. i'm gonna try to come see portland around xmas sometime, maybe you'll be around?

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

thanks... i won't be around for x-mas, sadly. fall term ends the 13th and i'm heading back east shortly thereafter. let me know when you have an idea on dates.

[avnerd.livejournal.com]

that's funny - we're opposites, i get done school on the 16th and take off for the west immediately after.

[(Anonymous)]

ps. that picture is AMAZING!

[cattack.livejournal.com]

Super.cute.

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

hehe... thanx!

[notyourmama2.livejournal.com]

Hug each other for me, okay?

Oh, and is there a chance that you might be around NYC for the holidays? Maybe our paths will cross!

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

ok, we will... you know we're both leading members of your fan club. :)
i'll be around new york for a day or two around thxgiving, but in provincetown and michigan for x-mas...

just catchin up

[tinyvern.livejournal.com]

hey, i'm going to be in nyc for US thxgivin and x-mas. we should make our paths cross if the timing works out. i'd love that!

Re: just catchin up

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

yesyes! i'll only be there for a short time at thxgiving, but i bet we could make it happen.

Re: just catchin up

[tinyvern.livejournal.com]

lets make it happen!

i was in nyc last weekend and ran into pam and belinda in a park. it was so amazing to just run into them in our everyday life.

Re: just catchin up

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

i love the worlds-smacking-into-eachother moments....

[fagtastic.livejournal.com]

you finally fell asleep at the same hour as me! you also sound as happy and chipper as me too! go us!

however - YAYAYAYYA for grover!

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

yeah, so chipper :) i keep wanting to shove people who don't deserve it at all. in a non-consensual kind of way.

[fagtastic.livejournal.com]

ooh i feel you there!

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

wanna go on a vandalism and senseless acts of violence spree?

[fagtastic.livejournal.com]

yes please.

and then icecream after!

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

ooh! gelatto!

[fagtastic.livejournal.com]

i have never had that. isnt that sad?

[warmlonelyplnet.livejournal.com]

OMG. Tell Grover that I was the person that was hit by her soft pack at a Bitch and Animal show at North Six a few years ago. I'm assuming it's the same Grover although she went by male pronouns at the time.

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

i will.. i'm sure it was her.