i need to be alone and have some quiet and that might just never happen again. i'm scared out of my mind now. please dear god tell me i didn't make a huge mistake.
One thing that Ms. Heather Mac said to me when I was trying to figure where I should move was this:
"It does not matter if you make the wrong decision. You have your entire life to make right and wrong decisions and no matter where you go and what you do, the grass will always be greener on the other side. So, no matter what decision you make, it will be the right decision because you will learn and grow regardless."
I hope you feel better soon and that the anxiety calms down.
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Date: 2006-04-25 01:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-04-25 04:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-04-25 02:24 am (UTC)funny thing love....when you love hard enough, care enough, you will always have the questions....
myself, i dont trust the things that are good all the time. they just arent real to me....
and not always agreeing...well...thats the real.
hang in there chaz! big love to you baby!
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Date: 2006-04-25 04:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-04-25 02:37 am (UTC)(how does that feel?)
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Date: 2006-04-25 04:23 pm (UTC)love you... i need to go read your journal.
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Date: 2006-04-25 03:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-04-25 08:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-04-25 04:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-04-25 03:41 pm (UTC)"It does not matter if you make the wrong decision. You have your entire life to make right and wrong decisions and no matter where you go and what you do, the grass will always be greener on the other side. So, no matter what decision you make, it will be the right decision because you will learn and grow regardless."
I hope you feel better soon and that the anxiety calms down.
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Date: 2006-04-25 04:22 pm (UTC)i hope you're doing well. xo
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Date: 2006-04-25 04:45 pm (UTC)