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charlz_lynn ([personal profile] charlz_lynn) wrote2006-04-24 09:37 pm
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oh my.

i need to be alone and have some quiet and that might just never happen again.
i'm scared out of my mind now.
please dear god tell me i didn't make a huge mistake.
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[identity profile] avnerd.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
i'm not god but i'm pretty sure i can safely say "you didn't make a huge mistake".

[identity profile] charlz-lynn.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks go-... i mean....

[identity profile] justajenn.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
yah...me too.

funny thing love....when you love hard enough, care enough, you will always have the questions....

myself, i dont trust the things that are good all the time. they just arent real to me....
and not always agreeing...well...thats the real.

hang in there chaz! big love to you baby!

[identity profile] charlz-lynn.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
big love right back at you! thanks jenn, you always have such great things to say that help.

[identity profile] janespeed.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
you totally made a huge mistake. go back to portland RIGHT NOW.

(how does that feel?)

[identity profile] charlz-lynn.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
well, it made me smile... that's not bad.
love you... i need to go read your journal.

[identity profile] cattack.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
deep breaths. Deep breaths. If you're scared, you're thinking. That's not a bad thing.

[identity profile] fagtastic.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
i'm sending my love to you on the other coast!

[identity profile] charlz-lynn.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
i'm sending some back at you!

[identity profile] dirty-faggot.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
One thing that Ms. Heather Mac said to me when I was trying to figure where I should move was this:

"It does not matter if you make the wrong decision. You have your entire life to make right and wrong decisions and no matter where you go and what you do, the grass will always be greener on the other side. So, no matter what decision you make, it will be the right decision because you will learn and grow regardless."

I hope you feel better soon and that the anxiety calms down.

[identity profile] charlz-lynn.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you, that's good advice... and i know i made the right move... it is just anxiety.
i hope you're doing well. xo

[identity profile] notyourmama2.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Plus, Audre Lorde said, "any decision, even a wrong one, brings peace"
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