How's a girl expected to sleep?

I can never sleep the night before traveling. I lie awake going over lists in my head: toothpaste, toothbrush, phone charger, facewash, etc. Of course, i never forget any of these things, and I don't believe that it's because I kept myself awake thinking about them. I'm waking up in five hours, and here I am, on the internet. 
Tonight I feel especially antsy. This trip is making me way nervous... and while my brain is going a million miles an hour, I'm also thinking about the women I'm dating. Thinking about class and fancy dates. Thinking about the fact that I'm 'casually encountering' someone who has never had a fling and has, in fact, only had 5-plus-year relationships. Monogamous ones. Thinking about how cool Cirque Du Soleil was, which brings me back to class and fancy dates. Thinking about the BT and how severely different we are and how we still manage to have a good time. Thinking about the One Yet to be Named and this thing around my neck and how I think i'd like to keep it on right up until i meet her next week. Thinking about Prince Charming the Gardener. Just thinking about her. A bit.
Is this my life, really?

Less than five hours now. I might be zoning out enough to crash. I'd better try.
xo