over a hump

being in a relationship in my state has been really effing difficult the last few days. G and I just talked for a long time on the phone.... break-downs and anger and sadness all coming out. it was, however hard, really good. i'm glad it all came out. It seems like our planets have just been in different galaxies lately. Of course. But we couldn't meet eachother's needs.
Anyway... I do feel like some of my anxiety and sorrows have lifted.
I think I'm going to spend two days not at her family's, after tomorrow. I just have to figure out where to go that I can afford and that will be healthy.
And now. I'm all cried out, feeling tired. I think I should go get stoned and veg out in front of the tv or a book. Yes. That's exactly what I should do.
xo.