charlz_lynn | life on the home fries

i really want a whole spread of deep-fried foods laid out in front of me right now. french fries, fried fish and chicken, tempura, canned-buscuit doughnuts... all with a bucket of ranch dressing and a ramikin of salted katsup, please.
i'm pmsing. hard. i feel fucking disgusting and hideous in my body, and am being a total asshole to people i love. it blows. there's a giant rock growing inside my face (i'm calling it my third chin). and, i got the news about brown today. it's a no. which is fine, i wasn't prepared for a yes, anyway... i think i'l try again for the graduate program once i'm in that space.. but for now, i'm thinking PSU for undergrad. yes, that's right... portland. in a year.
ok. that's this moment right now... i'm gonna go downstairs and play boggle and think about what a horrible person i am and try to keep my hands of my face and maybe i can fall asleep within a couple of hours.

have i mentioned recently that i hate drunk people? well. i hate drunk people. i'm in the wrong profession.
goodnight.