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[charlz_lynn]

I realized why I'm having such a hard time about going away. I like my life right now more than I ever have before. That's the best reason to feel sad.
Last night, when I went in to check on Oliver, I had a little meltdown about how much he's going to grow and change in the time I'm gone. Just knelt next to him and cried my face off. He's so wonderful, and jodie's so wonderful, and they are the two best friends I've ever had. I'm gonna miss them.