Fucking hard. Gripe.
Aug. 12th, 2013 10:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charlz_lynnI'm an academic superstar. I'm an awesome mom. I do okay as a friend sometimes, but sometimes no. And sometimes I really suck as a partner.
Grumpy. Defensive. Bad communicating.
Coparenting is fucking hard. Being the nongestational parent of a child that's not born yet is fucking hard. Being the weight-bearer in a partnership with a person who is always sick (AND does not move very quickly regardless) is fucking hard. Not giving too much of my time/energy to certain other people is fucking hard. Not seeing those other people regularly is fucking hard.
I guess it's a good thing I've done a bazillion fucking hard things in my life and made it through so I don't have to feel like running away this time.
Grumpy. Defensive. Bad communicating.
Coparenting is fucking hard. Being the nongestational parent of a child that's not born yet is fucking hard. Being the weight-bearer in a partnership with a person who is always sick (AND does not move very quickly regardless) is fucking hard. Not giving too much of my time/energy to certain other people is fucking hard. Not seeing those other people regularly is fucking hard.
I guess it's a good thing I've done a bazillion fucking hard things in my life and made it through so I don't have to feel like running away this time.
