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[charlz_lynn]

 This depression I'm feeling sinking into me.... I think it might be from not nursing/no more oxytocin. 
And, I have feelings about not working at camp. No long crew. Having some jealousy about not being there with my friends and my mom. SO many mixes happening in me right now. Tons of gratitude for my life here. Excitement about learning ASL. Excitement about being a camper (seriously!!). Also, vacation! But right now I'm feeling lonely and overwhelmed. It does feel very, very hormonal. 

Also about my tits, maybe tmi.... my breasts are still producing, and my milk has turned salty! Weird!! Still sweet, but salty, too! 

 

Oh, okay, one more thing about my tits. I thought having a kid would make my breasts less sexual to me but the opposite is true. Way true. I was never so into them before, but in the last year and a half.... damn. 

That's all. 

 

Comments

[janespeed.livejournal.com]

can i taste yr breastmilk when is see you at camp? we won't have fun until you get there. it will be boring. really. love you. xo

[sugarmommaless.livejournal.com]

Want to have a Skype date sometime before you go to camp?