whoa

I just confirmed to AC main kitchen service. Holy shit. It's October.


Also... what i was planning on posting is this:
I'm freaking out. In a bad way.

the thing is...

Some days being poor makes me so so sooo angry.
And others it just breaks my heart.

Today my heart is kind of broken.

I would like to end this cycle of no safety net. I wonder how I can make a net for my kid.
I know that almost anyone would tell me to wait to get knocked up, and that is not even an option in my mind. So, the net will have to be woven once little ferris bueller actually exists.

I'm tired.