tonight

was the hardest yet in the battle against nicoteine addiction. but i didn't smoke. i just put it off, over and over and over again, til finally i was home. whew! it was close a couple of times. 'specially when this stupid dude kept offering me smokes when i told him i quit. sometimes i feel there should be a sportscaster going over the details of my thoughts.
didi gave me chocolate cake, though, and that did mostly fix the problem.

i had a cupcake today that the people from Far Lands had set up at he bank. i swear to god almighty that the frosting was just orange butter. it was the weirdest and most delicious cupcake ever!
sugar and caffeine have taken the lead in the race. my vices are fighting over who's going to kill me first.
mmmm... cupcakes.