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Sep. 6th, 2008 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charlz_lynnLast night I had this crazy dream. here are a lot of details I didn't know/understand in the dream, and many more details I have forgotten now. It was one of those, though, that was remembered suddenly in the middle of the day. It jarred me when it came back. I was walking down the street and started thinking "I was struggling really hard recently. And scared. And not in a fun way. It was medical.. what was that? Oh.Right."
I was with a friend, and they had another friend coming in and out of our space. The other friend was small and masculine, my friend was skinny and tallish... Andro-ish female, I think. I didn't trust the other friend. They (the other) were scheming things and trying to pull some things off that were not right. They were just being young and foolish, not malicious. I was trying to keep my distance from friend number two.
Through some accident caused by some part of friend number two's scheming, I lost four of my fingers. Bloody. Mess. The fingers were thrown on ice and we got on our way to the hospital. But the thing is, this young foolish friend didn't realize what was happening. I didn't tell them and neither did my friend. They didn't realize that my fingers were missing and my friend was acting as if everything was normal. I was, too. Being pretty casual even though four of my fingers were on ice and the places where they used to be attached to my hands were bleeding everywhere. The young foolish one thought we were on our way to a party. We were humoring them.
When we got to the doctor it was very strange. The room was large and there were a couple of stretcher-type things in there, with people on them. People acting as if they were well and fully able-bodied, sitting up and jumping down to grab things from their bags and stuff. The doctor came to sew my fingers back on and I was suddely losing it.
The young foolish one finally got the picture of what was happening and started to freak out some, too. But I was really flipping out. I am a pretty tough person, but I was screaming my head off (after having been so calm in the car), and crying, and having a very difficult time sitting still.
Sometime around the third finger I woke up. After two and half fingers worth of stitching and struggling. Very intense.
Any one know about the meanings of amputated fingers in dreams? I'm having a hard time finding anything that makes sense on the internet.
xoxo
I was with a friend, and they had another friend coming in and out of our space. The other friend was small and masculine, my friend was skinny and tallish... Andro-ish female, I think. I didn't trust the other friend. They (the other) were scheming things and trying to pull some things off that were not right. They were just being young and foolish, not malicious. I was trying to keep my distance from friend number two.
Through some accident caused by some part of friend number two's scheming, I lost four of my fingers. Bloody. Mess. The fingers were thrown on ice and we got on our way to the hospital. But the thing is, this young foolish friend didn't realize what was happening. I didn't tell them and neither did my friend. They didn't realize that my fingers were missing and my friend was acting as if everything was normal. I was, too. Being pretty casual even though four of my fingers were on ice and the places where they used to be attached to my hands were bleeding everywhere. The young foolish one thought we were on our way to a party. We were humoring them.
When we got to the doctor it was very strange. The room was large and there were a couple of stretcher-type things in there, with people on them. People acting as if they were well and fully able-bodied, sitting up and jumping down to grab things from their bags and stuff. The doctor came to sew my fingers back on and I was suddely losing it.
The young foolish one finally got the picture of what was happening and started to freak out some, too. But I was really flipping out. I am a pretty tough person, but I was screaming my head off (after having been so calm in the car), and crying, and having a very difficult time sitting still.
Sometime around the third finger I woke up. After two and half fingers worth of stitching and struggling. Very intense.
Any one know about the meanings of amputated fingers in dreams? I'm having a hard time finding anything that makes sense on the internet.
xoxo
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Date: 2008-09-07 05:26 pm (UTC)less and less possible to hold onto something/someone with each finger gone missing, right?
more later. gotta go connect with my nola gals. xo
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Date: 2008-09-07 05:54 pm (UTC)