Round one

[charlz_lynn]

Well. Last night on my way home I was thinking I'd come right home and post in here. Then, what do I write? I could be looking back at this next year after I've had a baby and being all sentimental about it, and then reading about what a boring lay that was. Well, it was, the most boring. And that's okay. He was very very sweet, and incredibly geeky. He's a statistician. Ha! My kid is going to be suuuuch a nerd. He only made a few comments along the lines of wishing I was sticking around, wishing I had a straight twin sister... Only a few soft kisses. I don't quite know what it is about men and me. Are they all like that? All with everyone?

I came home and talked to Tyler for a long time before building myself a fortress of pillows in my bed where I could easily reach the ceiling with my feet (it's a loft) while reading and playing on the internet. And I read this:

http://susiebright.blogs.com/susie_brights_journal_/2006/06/egg_sex.html

which was soooo great. I want as much information as I can get about sex and pregnancy. You know, I like sex a lot. And more often than not the sex  I have is really really rough. I imagine there will be changes in what I want, but also changes that need to be made to protect the baby? Any advice about this is totally welcome.
Maybe I should find out if I am pregnant first.

So. The donor and I talked about trying again on Friday. Tomorrow. I am not completely sure I want to do it, though. It would double my chances, right. I shot for last night which was a little early (girl swimmers are slower, i hear), and Friday might be more right on the mark. I have to decide by tonight, though. we'll see. I'm going to Seattle regardless, but I might just want to go do it with a hot bald guy. Decisions decisions. I really wish I could just know if it worked last night.

Alright. I skipped lab this morning,  So I'd better get to lecture on time.
Thanks again, everyone, for all your thoughts and energy.
xoxoxo

Comments

[sugarmommaless.livejournal.com]

That article is banned in Canada!
http://www.amazon.ca/Forbidden-passages-Writings-banned-Canada/dp/1573440191/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1211490407&sr=8-1

However, when I worked for Customs I un-banned it. Heh.

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

Do you know that you're totally my hero? Er... Shero?
Well, you are.
xo!