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May. 2nd, 2008 11:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charlz_lynnYou know what?
I miss being coupled. I miss someone knowing everything about me, even the really horrible stuff, and still not judging me for it (well.. except how...). And having someone who knows what's going on inside my head.
Yesterday I talked to a really great friend, and we were discussing this... the joys of being coupled. And, it made me realize how comfortable that was for me, and how much I miss it.
It's been really very strange adjusting back to life as a single person. I like that, too.... but. Then. It's also very very lonely sometimes. Very very very.
Then, of course, I wonder if I will ever be coupled like that ever again. Grover and I met at one festival and fell in love at the next and then life changed so much so fast. That could happen again, but will it ever and do I want it to? I don't know. I want to want it.
That's all.
I miss being coupled. I miss someone knowing everything about me, even the really horrible stuff, and still not judging me for it (well.. except how...). And having someone who knows what's going on inside my head.
Yesterday I talked to a really great friend, and we were discussing this... the joys of being coupled. And, it made me realize how comfortable that was for me, and how much I miss it.
It's been really very strange adjusting back to life as a single person. I like that, too.... but. Then. It's also very very lonely sometimes. Very very very.
Then, of course, I wonder if I will ever be coupled like that ever again. Grover and I met at one festival and fell in love at the next and then life changed so much so fast. That could happen again, but will it ever and do I want it to? I don't know. I want to want it.
That's all.
