hormones

[charlz_lynn]

i just started bleeding. Of course, because i am house-sitting** and all my supplies for bleeding are at home.
Then I went online and ordered some ovulation tests and a fertility supplement, and I started crying after hitting the confirm order key because I'm feeling really emotional about the prospect of becoming a mother. I have never wanted anything this bad in my life. And I've wanted this thing so bad my whole life.
I was going to order from your friend's shoppe, sugarmommaless,  but they don't ship to the US. Bummer, cause I really wanted that cool spit-test thing.
Anyway. I also just ate an entire pint of cheap ice cream. And now I think I will don a facemask and take a bath. Which. it seems, is what I do best when I'm house-sitting. The cat I'm sitting is very very very sweet and there's no tv. Thank the goddess. I'm so tired of looking at tvs - even ones that are not turned on!

** Thanks, lovelikeyeast, for hooking that up!

-----edited because I forgot to mention: my period is almost a week early!! really bad timing for my cycle to become off!

Comments

[sugarmommaless.livejournal.com]

Want me to ask my sister if she'll ship hers to you? she ordered the online bulk pack and was unknowingly knocked up on the day that she ordered it! she's been hoping to find someone to sell them to.

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

Aw man, I already ordered them... I will definitely keep your sister in mind, though, if I need more.
Thanks!