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Oct. 26th, 2010
I feel rumpled and defeated. II had those two exams las week. Physics and chemistry. I got a 60% on my chem exam and 57% in Physics. I don't think i've ever tried and done so poorly. Fuck.
How the hell am I supposed to do this? I feel like I have no time at all to catch up, and if I did so badly on the first exams how do I learn the foundation in time for the next exams and the next? My physics class has 240 students, and chemistry has 280! There's not a second in lab or workshop to get help with the fundamentals and I simply do NOT have time outside of class. I think I'm going to start skipping physics and spending the time in the tutoring center instead, it would be far more helpful.
Damn it.
Next term I am only taking these two classes, with their two labs and two workshops. I'll have shorter days but be here 5 days of the week. I'm going to have to find a way to afford childcare that is not in trade because the system I'm using right now is clearly just not working. I knew what I was in for. I just thought I was up for it.
Okay, done feeling sorry for myself now. Off to lab I go.
How the hell am I supposed to do this? I feel like I have no time at all to catch up, and if I did so badly on the first exams how do I learn the foundation in time for the next exams and the next? My physics class has 240 students, and chemistry has 280! There's not a second in lab or workshop to get help with the fundamentals and I simply do NOT have time outside of class. I think I'm going to start skipping physics and spending the time in the tutoring center instead, it would be far more helpful.
Damn it.
Next term I am only taking these two classes, with their two labs and two workshops. I'll have shorter days but be here 5 days of the week. I'm going to have to find a way to afford childcare that is not in trade because the system I'm using right now is clearly just not working. I knew what I was in for. I just thought I was up for it.
Okay, done feeling sorry for myself now. Off to lab I go.