Frozen.

I'm feeling frozen and a bit worthless. This is a nasty cycle that is happening right now. I need a job. Have no confidence in my skills. Money, work, body, self care. My hormones are of course a part of this.  Annoying. I'm annoying myself.

Also, my body just did something that was pretty traumatic. Yeah, cryptic, I know. But, that's what I got.