Oh Rob, you're giving me hope.

Sagittarius Horoscope for week of January 1, 2009

"Dear Rob: I have followed my nose most of my life, weaving from pleasurable diversion to interesting crisis and back. I've honestly had a great time and wouldn't change a thing. But lately I've been getting strong hints from life that maybe the game is changing for me. More and more I'm feeling like the grasshopper in that old fable -- you know, with no resources stored up and winter coming on fast -- while all the steady, hard-working ants are sitting pretty. So here's my question: Do I really have to stop enjoying myself and get down to business, whatever that means? Are there any real jobs for grasshoppers? - Shaky Sagittarius." Dear Shaky: If there will ever in your life be a time when you could figure out how to be both a grasshopper and ant simultaneously, it will be in 2009. Start meditating on how to get the best of both worlds.

the thing is....

this house just makes me lonely. It's weird. Had a really really great friend time yesterday, then about ten minutes after she left felt really lonely again. I've been home barely a day. It's so weird.

dying

I think it is really fucked p to find out that someone is dying through facebook.

I'm having a hard day.