foolish

It's foolish that I am awake. But, I had to get car insurance, and then I ended up here.

I got bit by a dog at work today. Not badly, but I really had to fight fight fight to not cry. After fight fight fighting to not cry yesterday when all was said and done with my car and I was alone on the side of the road with some hats and my bag, and a bottle of lamp oil. Waiting.
I need a good cry. Kinda badly.

What is keeping me online? Well, my search for sperm-safe lube, of course! I know where to find it, but I'm debating whether or not to buy it for reals. I also need gloves, so... why the hell not?
I'm about to spend many hundreds of dollars to get my car back, and spending money is weird.
Anyone have any specific suggestions about the lube?

xo.