
i am kinda going blonde. maybe this is the first time i have really worked in the sun for many days with no hat?? anyway, there's a chunk of hair in the front that is very light brown. odd, since people have often confused my hair for black (when i was younger). i've also found many blonde (and a few grey) hairs in my bush (i know, but i hate the word "pubes" shudder). very odd indeed.
my mom and i went and saw gridiron gang this evening. i now understand and have come to accept this fact: football movies and queer eye make me cry. and that is okay.
i get to see grover this weekend. somehow i ended up with a saturday off and we'll be spending that night at alice's. oh sweet, sweet, empty house.
i'm lonely. and mostly too busy to notice. but it's very much there and very much real. where are my people?
i bought bumper stickers today. one says "twit happens" and has a sketch of bush on it. it won't go on my car, but... i love the word "twit." the other says "ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for yourself." i think that will be on my car.
it's late again. i should be punished.