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oh what a life
Jun. 24th, 2006 08:36 amso.. i've been mia lately. i could only get it up to read the first page of friends' entries. right now i'm sitting down, listening to the rain outside and figuring out that i'm not going to get to work today. that kinda blows, but it does mean i can clean my room, and have no other responsibilities until 8 tonight when i work at the bar. i'm working doubles now 5 days a week. painting with grover monday-thursday, and lanscaping friday and saturday. that's the plan, anyway... but all this rain and my own exhaustion are kinda keeping that from happening. and i work at the bar every night but thursday and sunday. why? because i went to the bank to cash some checks yesterday and they gave me 800 dollars. that's why.
so, some things have changed. i decided, since i didn't get into brown, that there's no need for me to live in providence. i don't want to spend the next year at community college scraping by and living in a city. even that small one. so, instead, i think i'm going to go live at ida for the winter. maybe do a little organic gardening internship. i contacted someone there, and we have to work out the deets, but i really hope it happens that way. i really would like to spend some time in an intentional community before running back to pdx and slamming into school and then family life. i think i need something radical to change some of my habits. more on this later.
you know what's disgusting? the smell in my house. yes. fucking nasty. there are leaks downstairs, and the house smells like sewage. i'm prety sure that it's not sewage leaking, but shower water that is moldy and rotting wood. this sucks. i sleep down there, and have been just a little bit sick now for over a month. coughing shit up and whatnot. blows.
alright y'all. i miss you dearly. i miss free time too. and full nights of sleep. oh but hey! you know what i don't miss? my girlfriend. living with her is turning out to be pretty fucking amazing. getting to have dates whenever we want and taking advantage of having the house to ourselves and looking up when i'm at work and seeing her all handsome across the room.... my my. i'm a lucky little devil. hope everyone's having a great day.
ps. i leave for michigan in 18 days, and will be there in 20. holy shit.
so, some things have changed. i decided, since i didn't get into brown, that there's no need for me to live in providence. i don't want to spend the next year at community college scraping by and living in a city. even that small one. so, instead, i think i'm going to go live at ida for the winter. maybe do a little organic gardening internship. i contacted someone there, and we have to work out the deets, but i really hope it happens that way. i really would like to spend some time in an intentional community before running back to pdx and slamming into school and then family life. i think i need something radical to change some of my habits. more on this later.
you know what's disgusting? the smell in my house. yes. fucking nasty. there are leaks downstairs, and the house smells like sewage. i'm prety sure that it's not sewage leaking, but shower water that is moldy and rotting wood. this sucks. i sleep down there, and have been just a little bit sick now for over a month. coughing shit up and whatnot. blows.
alright y'all. i miss you dearly. i miss free time too. and full nights of sleep. oh but hey! you know what i don't miss? my girlfriend. living with her is turning out to be pretty fucking amazing. getting to have dates whenever we want and taking advantage of having the house to ourselves and looking up when i'm at work and seeing her all handsome across the room.... my my. i'm a lucky little devil. hope everyone's having a great day.
ps. i leave for michigan in 18 days, and will be there in 20. holy shit.
