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okay, it's time to elaborate
Apr. 25th, 2006 10:23 amthanks everyone for your sweet words on yesterdays posts. I didn't feel like I could talk about anything then, and now I do.
So, my cousin Mike moved here this summer, too. it's a tiny little cabin, and mike is a 6 1/2 foot tall 21-year-old man with ADHD. He's kind of a constant noise-maker. I love him to death. We spent every summer together as kids, and we have a lot of fun, and a lot of really great talks. But the thing is, i don't think it's ever going to be quiet with him here. He's getting a job, of course, so he won't be here all the time. And he sleeps late, like right now, so i'm getting some quality alone time. I just kind of lost my mind yesterday because my head hurt all day, and then grover and i had our first ever huge fight (on instant messenger becasue my phone doesn't work here, and neither would the land line, my mom's cell, or mike's cell. wtf?). I cried almost all night and it was impossible to feel like I was in any sort of private space becasue the only door in this house is to the bathroom... and that wall doesn't even go to the ceiling.
So.. that's a big part of it. my head is still killing me trying to figure out how to handle what we were fighting about, and we are primarily on e-mail for the next week and a half. which makes me a little crazy.but really, what can we do? oi.
it's at least sunny today, and i'm going to go dig out my resumes and look for a job.
i hope everyone's doing well, i've really only skimmed your entries.
ciao.
So, my cousin Mike moved here this summer, too. it's a tiny little cabin, and mike is a 6 1/2 foot tall 21-year-old man with ADHD. He's kind of a constant noise-maker. I love him to death. We spent every summer together as kids, and we have a lot of fun, and a lot of really great talks. But the thing is, i don't think it's ever going to be quiet with him here. He's getting a job, of course, so he won't be here all the time. And he sleeps late, like right now, so i'm getting some quality alone time. I just kind of lost my mind yesterday because my head hurt all day, and then grover and i had our first ever huge fight (on instant messenger becasue my phone doesn't work here, and neither would the land line, my mom's cell, or mike's cell. wtf?). I cried almost all night and it was impossible to feel like I was in any sort of private space becasue the only door in this house is to the bathroom... and that wall doesn't even go to the ceiling.
So.. that's a big part of it. my head is still killing me trying to figure out how to handle what we were fighting about, and we are primarily on e-mail for the next week and a half. which makes me a little crazy.but really, what can we do? oi.
it's at least sunny today, and i'm going to go dig out my resumes and look for a job.
i hope everyone's doing well, i've really only skimmed your entries.
ciao.
