well...

it's much later in the night now, and i feel like a much different person than i did earlier when i had to fucking rage for a minute. i'm going to post tomorrow exactly what the ass-grabbing scenario was, because it was totally fucked. but for tonight, i'm done with rage.
i had the most amazing and painful and AMAZING conversation with my absolutely incredible ulta-butch deep-lez girlfriend. then i said fuck this world. put on a skirt. no bra. went out, had some drinks. got lots of stares and no harassment on my way there. spent time with people that i love and cherish. danced my ass off and felt sexy doing so - even on the mostly empty dancefloor. and now. i'm only a little bit drunkles. and i'm happy with my life again. and i'm off to my room to do whatever i please.
*please, sweet jesus, send me GOOD dreams tonight. like, could i maybe see my girlfriend instead of skeezy men? kay, thanks, you're the best.*