I want my phone to ring
May. 27th, 2008 08:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charlz_lynnI'm realizing that once you isolate yourself, it's hard to climb back out of isolation.
It's okay, but. Well, self pity right here: I want someone, anyone, to be thinking of me hard enough to call me.
It's been a ridiculously long time since my phone rang. **
This is not a push, just an observation.
And today, well... Today someone is up front in my mind with whom dynamics are complicated right now. And by complicated I mean I have no idea what's going on but I think I'm being viewed as a monster.
But. I meant what I said in the text. I just hope it was a great one.
**that is, other than from my Mom or The Brute. Which is not to say they don't count.... but. Date and Mother. ya know.
It's okay, but. Well, self pity right here: I want someone, anyone, to be thinking of me hard enough to call me.
It's been a ridiculously long time since my phone rang. **
This is not a push, just an observation.
And today, well... Today someone is up front in my mind with whom dynamics are complicated right now. And by complicated I mean I have no idea what's going on but I think I'm being viewed as a monster.
But. I meant what I said in the text. I just hope it was a great one.
**that is, other than from my Mom or The Brute. Which is not to say they don't count.... but. Date and Mother. ya know.
