Here's to Dads.

[charlz_lynn]

Called my dad to ask for money. This is not something I have ever really done, I have maybe baited him into offering once or twice, but today I initiated the conversation. It's a relief. He's going to help me get my car registered (since I am, once again, driving an insured but unregistered car), which involves getting it emissions-ready, transferring the title, getting plates, and paying the motherfucking 110 dollar excise tax in MA that was only 54 bucks, but I was late, so it doubled. Ugh.

Here I am, again, so fucking broke I'm scared to spend any money at all because the next check I know I'm getting is at Michigan. I hate this. But... I should be/get used to it. It's been life, kinda, and now with the baby.... Well, it's okay. It's really okay. I have food stamps and WIC for now, and I have a home. I am really lucky. Still feeling the blessings of the earlier post.

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[janespeed.livejournal.com]

toughy. you are okay. it's part of being a parent- making sure we are well. it's okay.