okay. let's try this.

[charlz_lynn]

i'm in portland. i love it here. coming home, maybe for the first time... or at least the most jarring. sense of home that is.
i got a job today. i start tomorrow... i should be asleep really. i can hardly believe it, and i'm so excited. it's housepainting. i know, how unpredictable right? :) lucky lucky fucker i am.
today i spent a lot of time talking. mostly to margot, and then to jodi. getting caught up on other people's lives is good. i missed so many people here it's unreal, and i can't possibly move fast enough to see them all right away.
also. the pain and sadness of breaking up are more real now than they have been so far. i keep reflecting on things, and just keep landing in the same place. maybe someday i can write more about it. maybe when i figure out how to filter. or maybe not. just know that i'm sad about it for now.

okay. bed time. work tomorrow. thank the goddess, because you know the money's running out.
xo.

Comments

[cattack.livejournal.com]

Good to see you around these parts. Perhaps I will see the "real you" in December...

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

ooh good! you have to let me know when. i think i'm going down to sf in december for a spell. but i really really want to see yo and hear about your summer.

[cattack.livejournal.com]

Yay! If you come here, we'll have to make you dinner. And I will definitely let you know when I'm going to be in PDX. I miss seeing you!

[laxlady4.livejournal.com]

welcome back darling!

can't wait to run into you.

<3

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

yes, please! we have a very belated conversation date...
xo

[rainbowrev.livejournal.com]

welcome home, lovely! i look forward to seeing yer beautiful face and catching up. xoxo

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

thank you, and likewise! will you call me sometime? five oh three four four two five nine two nine.
xo.

[amy-puma.livejournal.com]

I really miss you, and I'm thinking about you A LOT.
Just to let you know.
I love you.
-Poom

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

i've been thinking about you a LOT too. maybe we could have a phone date sometime? i haven't been reading the lj lately, so i have a lot of questions for you.
i love you.
b

[pdxdrums.livejournal.com]

Hey! I'm really sorry about your break-up :( Congrats on the job and, dunno if you're looking for a place to live, but the fancy house is looking for a housemate. Amanda is moving out October 1st.

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

hey i can't wait to see you! i would love to live there, but the thing is i'm moving somewhere with my friend tyler. so, if there were to be two rooms open, we could check it out...
how are you doing? when do i see you?
xox