Putztastic

I was just putzing around, getting ready. Not in a hurry yet, but almost. Definitely on a schedule. Then I realized I'm an hour ahead! Woohoo! That means I can sit here and relax and drink yea before running out the door. It also means this sweet little guy on my lap can get some more love in before I leave him alone until 8 tonight. I feel awful about that, but his parents know, and said he's be fine. He's really really needy, and high-strung. And super sweet and adorable. It's nice to cuddle with a dog while sleeping. 
Date with the BT was good. She was apologetic about that weird shit that happened... more apologetic than when I confronted her. There was some more feelings talk. It's weird, because I really do want someone to knock me off my feet (while realizing theinconvenience of that). And if i were open to it, I think she'd give it a good run. But. We're just so different in all the wrong ways for that. She's not My People. Ah well. We have fun, and that's all that really matters. I'm glad she is handling her feelings like a grown up and not freaking out on me. It makes me like her better.  

umn.

Should i move to Massachusettes and take a year off school to make my tuition ten thousand dollars less? That's half as much. My mumma would shit if she heard this idea.
I have a lot of thinking to do. 
Like... take a year off to have a baby and then go back to school. I wonder if pregnancy would be sufficient to defer my loans for 6 months. 
??!!?? 

And, while I'm here... Why am i such a sagittarius?
Seriously?

I wish this lady worked in my school library.

for fuck's sake.