last night

i stayed up way way way too late last night kicking around on the internet.  Mostly looking at craigslist. At personals. Misc. romance and casual encounters. And thinking about how seriously easy it would be to just pull a one night stand and get knocked up.
I know, you don't need to say anything to that. I'm just fantasizing about how nice it would be if sperm were free.
I'm such a dyke that I have no sperm-totin individuals close enough to  me to ask for their sperm. I've thought about holding a fundraiser. sperm raiser. baby-juice-a-thon. If I were a performer of any sort, I might do it... But it seems wrong, somehow. 
So, I'm just going to be as healthy as I possibly can be, and track my fertility as well as I possibly can, and pray that I get knocked up on the first shot. Which I will purchase with next term's student loan check.
But in the mean time, I can fantasize about random dudes on craigslist.
It just seems unfair.
whine.

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You know what I love?
My Biology Coloring Workbook. Seriously... I needed another way to get some of this stuff in my brain. It may seem a little elementary, but it's actually necessary.
Love love love.

Also... notyourmama, I'll have to think about that.  Definitely made me say "Really?" out loud.
Thanks for the support.