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charlz_lynn) wrote2006-02-27 10:22 pm
charlz_lynn) wrote2006-02-27 10:22 pm
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so i guess i quit smoking today. it's been pretty hard, and i want to eat everything i see that's not completely toxic. (if it's only 97% toxic, i still wanna eat it.)
other things i did today:
finished my app for brown, my fafsa, and my css profile.
mailed the app. priority mail.
talked to my high school guidance counselor. she's a lovely midwestern dyke. the only one who was on my side.
kicked ree's ass in boggle. twice. the second go-round i actually got the words senate, senator, and senators. i mad heart boggle.
didn't get enough homework done. will most definitely be skipping psychology tomorrow to do homework for classes that actually matter.
ate fish n chips. hell yes to fried things.
got splinters in my mouth from toothpicks.
talked to fighter for a really long time, which was much needed and wonderful. please, god, put us both in that house this summer.
and umn... i quit smoking. a little background: i've been smoking since i was seven years old. i think about that, and about the amount of shit there must be in my lungs, and i want to scrub my chest out with a bottle brush. how's that for disgusting visuals? i think this is it, really. i'm over it. i'm over being ashamed. i'm over stained fingers. and really, i''m making eight million other big changes, why not just cut it the fuck out with the smoking? right. done.
yesterday, i worked, shopped, and had a meeting with c and e over the phone. it was a good day. the bottoms of my feet cause me a lot of pain by the time i finish working... but i really wanted to buy skirts. so i did. five of them. mostly like knee-length tweed or wool skirts. from goodwill. fuck yes. here comes girlie charlz. y'all ready for this?
my phone meeting went well. i'm not going to live in their garage, but i'm still SO excited to live in the same town. what great people. i think i'll try and find a room to rent downtown for pretty cheap. my mumma said she looked at some nice ones that were reasonably priced in really old houses. hi. perfect.
that's it. can you tell how jittery i am? i'm going to shower now and ride out the rest of this caffeine high on a wave of trigonometry. i love trig. it's sexy. proofs and identities and graphs of rose functions. i have my second huge test tomorrow, and i'm scared again. i haven't studied as much as i should have. ok. here i go.
other things i did today:
finished my app for brown, my fafsa, and my css profile.
mailed the app. priority mail.
talked to my high school guidance counselor. she's a lovely midwestern dyke. the only one who was on my side.
kicked ree's ass in boggle. twice. the second go-round i actually got the words senate, senator, and senators. i mad heart boggle.
didn't get enough homework done. will most definitely be skipping psychology tomorrow to do homework for classes that actually matter.
ate fish n chips. hell yes to fried things.
got splinters in my mouth from toothpicks.
talked to fighter for a really long time, which was much needed and wonderful. please, god, put us both in that house this summer.
and umn... i quit smoking. a little background: i've been smoking since i was seven years old. i think about that, and about the amount of shit there must be in my lungs, and i want to scrub my chest out with a bottle brush. how's that for disgusting visuals? i think this is it, really. i'm over it. i'm over being ashamed. i'm over stained fingers. and really, i''m making eight million other big changes, why not just cut it the fuck out with the smoking? right. done.
yesterday, i worked, shopped, and had a meeting with c and e over the phone. it was a good day. the bottoms of my feet cause me a lot of pain by the time i finish working... but i really wanted to buy skirts. so i did. five of them. mostly like knee-length tweed or wool skirts. from goodwill. fuck yes. here comes girlie charlz. y'all ready for this?
my phone meeting went well. i'm not going to live in their garage, but i'm still SO excited to live in the same town. what great people. i think i'll try and find a room to rent downtown for pretty cheap. my mumma said she looked at some nice ones that were reasonably priced in really old houses. hi. perfect.
that's it. can you tell how jittery i am? i'm going to shower now and ride out the rest of this caffeine high on a wave of trigonometry. i love trig. it's sexy. proofs and identities and graphs of rose functions. i have my second huge test tomorrow, and i'm scared again. i haven't studied as much as i should have. ok. here i go.
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your lungs will get worse over the next few weeks, but then it will go away. your body will need to get rid of all of the crap in there. your appetite will also eventually calm down and soon your taste buds and sense of smell will come back.
but, you will feel better and smell better! ;-)
most of the people in my life that have died, died from cigerettes. one of them had never smoked a single one in her life. her husband was a very strong smoker and she died of lung cancer.
stick with it and stay strong. and the hardest part, remember that your body is telling your brain that you need it. make your brain stronger than your body.
good luck!
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