fuck.

[charlz_lynn]

this applying for college business makes me feel really stupid. and registering for the SAT's, too. it's asking me all these questions about high school. do i remember high school at all? no. i was on a LOT of drugs, and working my ass off. I don't remember shit. average grades? dunno. how many years i had of math, science, foreign languages, art? no effing clue. drugs is not a choice for extra-cirricular activities.
i feel really stupid now for fucking off so much. is this what all those grown-ups were talking about?

i'm really excited about tonight and seeing all my friends. it's been a long time since i've hung out with any of them, and it should be really nice. greasy diner food is a bonus. only 7 more hours of school.

Comments

[dirty-faggot.livejournal.com]

Happy fucking bday, yo!

You and I are in the same boat with school. I'm getting ready to go back and really fucking excited. I was thinking of you the other day and how similar we are in this. How neither of us were doing it, hell, neither of us may have ever even thought it was an option. And now both of us are feeling very passionate about what we want and busting our asses trying to figure out how to get it.

[charlz-lynn.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for coming out last night, it was really amazing to have so many wonderful folks around.
on the school note: i think you're right; we should meet up and talk about this sometime soon. i'm headed out of town the 18th again, and i'd love to hook up with you before then. even if we don't talk about school.

[dirty-faggot.livejournal.com]

i'm glad you had fun!

how about next week? my weekend starts on thursday and goes through saturday.